ah goddammit, Ive got too much to handle currently. everyone's at their best trying to bring me down. and yes, everyone. was sup with y'all thinking you re so 'popular' ah? So you think you're special is it. and in what sense? th wrong reasons, & wow you re so majestically proud of it. come on ah youre well brought up, your parents impart knowledge to people as preachers in th nearby mosque & there you go freely fucking girls like theres no tmr. and tell me what's WHAT to be proud of ? turning to th fact that you think you re special. Hey isn't everyone unique at a certain point? in any aspect even? so if everyone is unique, what's so special about you! for fuck sake come on ahh, you think you re someone with all those girls by your waist right? and i humour myself with what you said ah, like seriously. damn it, i didn't know you would turn out to be soo dumb in th near future but fuck, if everyone is unique in their own ways, no one is special.
i got this from Cika. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

next, you and your crew. whoa, kirekan happening ah gitu. don't you guys ever think about what's best for you and what's not? you wont expect your 'friends' to stand by you every minute right? eh grow up la, be fucking independent will you. lets take an example to account : lets say you are given a shot at stardom, and its either your friend or you. what would you do? now tell me who's not materialistic at this era. who wouldn't want to be renowned and earning cash flow just like that? everyone does. and really, such graceful and kind act : giving up opportunities, and allowing people to step on your head is extinct la pukimak. sume org zaman skrng sume fikir utk diri sendiri la, 'biar pijak kepala org asalkan aku dapat naek'. oh, & I'll be very astonished if there's anyone out there who can really prove me wrong. oh kirekan korang sume ni fraternity ahh? gi isaap buah sudah la kpala buto.

would you go around criticizing people when you are actually not that smart? in fact you underperformed recently and your grades were terrible. FUCK, if i were you i would just shut my bloody mouth up, rather than laughing at people failing when i myself did not do quite well. who's th laughing stock now? oblivious aren't you. sadly if you still ha vent received any wake up call, its you. yes fucktard,you.

wanna know someth, i was a hypocrite back then. i talked behind people's back, i back stabbed almost all my 'friends' & put up a fake smile on a daily basis. so if i fucking changed for th better ; does'nt it mean that Ive stopped talking behind your back and I'll just say it right in front of your face that i don't like you? doesn't it mean that Ive stopped backstabbing you and I'll just say that I'm not happy with you? doesn't it mean that Ive stopped faking up a smile and I'll just show th most disgusted face when you're not even th single bit funny? yah, so tell me whats wrong with all th changes. firstly you re not happy about me being a phony, and when Ive changed you re still not contented? SO TELL ME WHAT DO YOU FUCKING WANT FROM ME ASSHOLES? eh well too bad ah, if you want me dead you'll just have to wait. you re not god aren't you, you re a typical human being just like me. typical right, what makes you think i don't want you dead too huh? & no I'm not talking about that 'I'm a minahrep and I'm so proud of it, and in fact I'm an old timer' Muslihah but I'm talking about everyone in this Gaia. yes everyone.

lastly, with all these fantastic events occurring in my fantastic life right now, whoa family's been really fantastic too yknw. with all of these throwing things everywhere, throwing tantrums right now and then, throwing people's feeling often it feels as if I'm in a fun game sia! like when you get hit, you re dead. so you have to keep on trying not to get hit to win right? but too bad th rules are set against you thus you are bound to lose everytime you attempt. seems fun? why not you try and see it for yourself, oh and beware : even th closet door might be thrown at you. told ya its dangerous but a little risk wouldn't hurt wont it?

im lazy to check any grammar errors. bye