i knw I'm an ordinary boy living in a less ordinary world. i don't expect much from anyone cus all of them are the same, ordinary that is. i do not prioritise my friends as much as i do like last time cus i knw my family's all i need. I'm independent, although that's not what my horoscope says, but i knw how to handle things by myself. Without family or without friends i know how to assess them by myself. Lol no, i have not passed th last stage of maturity cus sometimes i whine and complain at th smallest things. Its just a phase i think. However right now, Ive been thinking. Why do i feel that she's not ordinary. People outside should be all the same shouldn't they? But intuition's been bugging me, informing me she's miraculously teeeny weeeny extra ordinary. Ahh godammit, doesn't that makes her extraordinary? Redundant. (-.-)

Right, fuck life. Thanks to th hustle, i havent been able to contact her since like idk when? Alright, i'll call her after i finish my amaths wkst/settle my dad's errand(realise i do this e.r.r.a.n.d like every month?) and whatever that seems important. i really miss you this time. i really do :/