been there, done there. done too much, too much too young.

i surrender ; self-control.

two days slacking around doing nothing what th f. is wrong with me. plus, non-stop eating, non-stop nonsensical talking & endless dreaming. i left my life in a standstill moments ago, a day ago, two days ago, who knows a year ago.

yknw what, i have no idea what th f. i'm talking. i have a phobia of failing. & i'm hungry right now.

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