Mxrs

2009-10-09T15:51:00.001+08:00

www.voxxedvoice.blogspot.com
Relink me thanks, will update links asap.

farewell

2009-07-25T09:19:00.001+08:00

to most i might seem all garbage & rubbish,
but i may be of treasure to th minorities.

neglect scarlet mannequin's existence, my time is up here.

2009-07-21T17:44:00.000+08:00

& so i am resuming my hiatus streak, bye pathetic losers. yeah you goddamit

! just killed my girlfr.

2009-07-18T08:39:00.002+08:00

i am craving for prata.
at th same time i am craving for sex.

hmm maybe i can get both at th same time. that would be very splendid dont you think so?
penetrating while devouring that prata. ooh ive got a better idea. i'll splatter th curry all over her body and guess what, i can dip my prata on her tits. and then when it starts to flow all over her pussy, oooooooooooyums that is when i'll start to lick it frantically. cus pussy juice and curry sauce might taste heavenly. but please uh you shave first can? hairy pussy looks like some weird octopus. hmmkay i am not horny. i am v bored

ive got tuition l8r, but i guess i'll be going solo cus one mthrfcking dickhead got other things to attend.

ive got a celebration t attend, but idk whether i should go or not.

ive promised Dan t accompany him sk8 w his friends, but idk whether i should go or not.

ive got a few weeks left to prelims. help me in amaths can? B3 also can la fcuk.

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i dreamt of someone three days str8 :/

I'll only leave when it starts to drift.

2009-07-17T16:17:00.008+08:00

"There was a time, that we'd stay up all night,

Best friends talking till the daylight,

Are you hearing me? Cause I don't wanna miss,

Set you a drift on memory bliss."

[edited@4:48p.m]

aku nk rkk can?

Our divergence.

2009-07-15T17:23:00.003+08:00

Black & White
Bad & Good
Shallow & Deep
Ignorant & Thoughtful

Me & You.

total opposite you numbfcuk.

h8 chainfree.

2009-07-13T17:42:00.002+08:00

"With tired eyes, tired hands and a tired mind."
Wah if sch's gonna end classes at such timings, i tell you i can go mad.
& best part ah bio studs, there will be a Mock test on all th 16 chapters in 3 minus 1 plus 8 divide by 5 days. fuck, i alr told you all theres someth wrong with my sch, now y'all will start to believe.

yeah, tell Muhammad Musawifee that everyth is gonna be okay :/

Ever knowingly.

2009-07-12T10:35:00.004+08:00

been there, done there. done too much, too much too young.

i surrender ; self-control.

two days slacking around doing nothing what th f. is wrong with me. plus, non-stop eating, non-stop nonsensical talking & endless dreaming. i left my life in a standstill moments ago, a day ago, two days ago, who knows a year ago.

yknw what, i have no idea what th f. i'm talking. i have a phobia of failing. & i'm hungry right now.

i i i i i i i i i i i

Bomb in a birdcage

2009-07-10T16:34:00.007+08:00

i had a pretty rough day at sch and i really tried my best not to flaunt what i felt just now. oh yeah, ciggies' enough. anw, am happy that ive skipped 3days straight of not logging into blogger.com & slam those who lead a pathetic life while bloghopping.

J.E.S.U.S W.A.L.K.S

We are at war with hypocr!sy,
but most of all we are at war we ourselves.
So, thy speak of Jesus, whom walked this sinful land.

& MUSAA. MXRS IS J.E.S.U.S CUS HE PIERCED HIS HAND EARLIER TODAY.
jesus, but with short hair and empty sideburns, mthrfckr.

2009-07-07T17:19:00.002+08:00

i'll be spending most of my time now in aiss. neh, still have not grown any liking for sch just that i'm obliged to attend every single remedial available. prelims approaching, i'm veli scared.

for now i'm on hiatus.

Alice Practice

2009-07-06T08:59:00.003+08:00

i dont give a fuck about what people say about you. neither do i give any about what they say about me. ii tetap sayang uezx tau tau tau. hari ni lepas skola jgn merayap okie, nnti ii call uezx, uezx tak angkat uezx ckp uezx gi dinner. ha.ha.ha :>
anyone wanna slap Musawifee with the way he talk?

haha, irritating right

oh and btw,

i miss working
i miss making half perfect lattes for fucked up customers
i miss giving out fake smiles to customers
i miss making my own money
i miss being financially independent
i miss working

O LVLS COMING SOON SIA WHAT TH F. IS WRONG WITH TH WORLD ALR!?!

abyss.

2009-07-04T09:25:00.005+08:00

God is gr8. Jesus is dead.
Jesus is gr8. God is dead.

Santa is Satan spelled wrongly.
Satan is Santa spelled correctly.

dont fret about me, i'm no heterodox. i still have faith, i went for prayers yesterday. & changing districts might be a problem solver. if that's a crime, then fuck it i do it everytime. i miss performing satisfying oral sex :>

Heyho Let's Go!

2009-07-02T15:42:00.004+08:00

ha.ha.ha

whuu, everyone looks happy.

Nizar ngan tangan dier yang busuk. bau mcm pepek.

"Eyes lit

I pawn short breaths

A fawn's dark eye lids

But life's breath like a sun against my head

Nice breasts

I need the sun in to repent "

want to know why i take reds? menthol kills sperm and deteriorates my sperm quality. plus, i want my wife to conceive a perfect baby after i fucked her 9 months ago. who knows, my babies might turn out to be as perfect as a vampyres. i'll be the kewlestzx dad cheers.

knight fight.

2009-07-01T17:06:00.004+08:00

blogger or whatso is being technologically retarded cus i simply cant edit my template and now scarlet mannequin looks retarded, fuck.

status quo, fame contest, the cool people you name it. people cant seem to get enough of anyth sighs.

oh right, 3rd day of term 3 :

- photo taking with 4e2. (camera whores and bastards rock the stage whuu.)
- KN & i failed our first amaths test for term 3. we wanted to cry hor, haahahahha not. Pall Mall's enough.

erm i lost most of my links, so yahp.

2009-07-01T16:36:00.001+08:00

test

What you see is what you get.

2009-06-29T19:09:00.003+08:00

i had this friend of mine whom i knew since sec 1 in secondary school. we carried on as lunatics till sec 2 and when it reached sec3 everyth was okay. i started being a ____ and we fought in th middle of 2008. thats when i started to mix with th malays in my sch. 2009 ; i met him again. everyth was shaky till now. but he thaught me someth, sch's not a b!tch. i am

Red Sleeves, White Lace, Blue Denim. British

2009-06-28T10:56:00.003+08:00

Scumaryam, Erifuckna, Zordon, Heikel Turtle

$10.10 worth of Old Chang Kee

Van Nelle tobacco/Next Reds

Free twisties

Bludgeoned To Death.

2009-06-27T07:43:00.005+08:00

rmb you said, "I wanna tell th whole world that i love them, so that they can love me back."

but how when,

time flies,

people change,

& friends leave.

on th flipside, life's irresistably good with gr8 companions and two cans of laughing gas. Apologies if i tend to have a liking for boring posts & screw th streak ive been trying to hold on to.

I am your crime.

2009-06-26T12:55:00.002+08:00

I
must learn
how to give & take.

"my inhibitions are beginning to let go"

zZz, back to my hiatus streak & dont bother to visit scarlet mannequin if you dont want to. Because, its either you like me or you dont.

2009-06-24T11:28:00.000+08:00

i'll be a dormant volcano for now.

Do we even know what we're fighting for?

2009-06-23T14:17:00.006+08:00

lol what an ancient picture. haha, er i guess it has been like whoa a year since we last met? rarely have we even bump into each other even. weird, wonder how she is currently though cus wanna know someth? youre th first girl i ever knew from friendster. haha, friendster. what a domain. oh and yah, she's Sofea btw haha.

i bet you guys have been hearing about th smoke free campaign and all those initiated by th authorities all th while right? well actually i get quite irked whenever i hear those buzzing around. ah well its veritable that people who dont light up xperiences more benefits dont they. but then for those who choose to light up, accuse who? its their own choice anyway isnt it. and when it comes to th bottomline, who will suffer th consequences? those who smoke apparently. so even if they know th hazards of smoking, and they still stick not t quit ; dont force them. they chose it themselves. & when you say you wanna quit, you jolly well do so. again, irritation t th public since you made such oath back then. and as for me, i'm aware of th dynamites within and only when i say i wanna quit, then that's when i'll remove my fingers of em. but did i say i wanna quit? hahaha, and smokers are stupid they say. well i can list down th guys who dont light up but then....er er they're dumb too. ^^ im not mean, im being truthful. so lets enjoi life and live it.

p.s: dont ask me where th fcuk im heading after my o's, i seriously dont know. so if youre still gonna stick your nose up my life, im gg ite, can ? hahah bai bitches.

"People, places, faces, traces"

A vague & killing memory

2009-06-22T16:45:00.005+08:00

hey sorry for neglecting this site of mine lately, been busy that's all & no i wont change my blog link without informing so no frets yeah? well i better kick start by replying th amounting tags i received cus being ignorant makes me guilty. ^^

Cika [2009-06-18 1:27 PM ] : hell yeah we can punch him tgt!
eri [2009-06-18 1:45 PM] : have'nt been seeing you too eriana :/
amirah [2009-06-18 3:20 PM] : hehe, i think he's mom was busy consuming that when he was born.
j [2009-06-18 6:20 PM] : haha, alright la Rp got h1n1 or what. how sad.
Guest [2009-06-18 7:18 PM ] : -.-, you want me to bathe for him? come on, start tagging with a name.
Lea [2009-06-19 9:27 AM] : well you better stick with this one alright. relinked
mysella [2009-06-19 12:03 PM] : rofl, glad i managed to surface th truth out :p
Golly [2009-06-19 2:12 PM] : well hoped you had a hearty one. thanks!
lufee [2009-06-19 7:14 PM ] : cb, dah reply laa dey.
Guest [2009-06-20 11:31 PM ] : fanatic what? fanatic your mom? again, whoever th fuck you are, tag with a name.
atq [2009-06-21 8:19 AM] : haha, lol true ain't it? and hey, hello hady's bby.
lufee [2009-06-21 11:49 AM] : jubo jubo jugak, aku tetap psychic. ahah -.-
hadi [2009-06-22 2:06 AM] : eh eh manje nyer ni anaaak! gi jilat jubo robert dulu ah! hahha.
Myrr [2009-06-22 2:06 AM] : better stick with that i hope. relinked.
farihin [2009-06-22 3:21 AM] : ala, damn it you're back. Was enjoying th absence yknw. Enlighten me by informing what gr8 gifts you brought back from Aussie.
atq [2009-06-22 9:19 AM] : lol, thats why ah. sibuk? th more th merrier.

kay done. find your name somewhere ah, i find it quite a mess too.

surprisingly, Ive nothing exciting nor do i have someth full of high jinks to share. waddyaexpect, ordinary boy & his ordinary world. so yeah, boring & if you re dozing alr i bet cat porn is way more entertaining than scarlet mannequin, ha.ha. been thinking lately, should be it a gr8 bliss sch hols might be extended? i don't think so. defer preliminary exams, and that would be something to rejoice. delay th big O's, and that would be gr8 satisfaction. y'all would prolly be scorning at my thoughts i bet, but come on! time is precious don't yout think so. and th steps taken to alleviate sch's absence might be lame too i bet. kay i shuddup.

second point why i would rather have sch back on th 29th is because i cant stand my sgksvmnhhb father. He's a fucking cunt i swear. Father's day wasn't it ytd? well th most you could do to appreciate what we do is to just keep th card we bought instead of throwing it in th bin. whoa, my sister cried when she saw such facade but i was laughing heheehe. yknw, if you dont appreciate our appreciation towards you, why not throw us in th bin too. make sense doesnt it? fucktard.

AND HELL YEAH HARRY POTTER IS BETTER THAN THAT ROBOTS. haha, but Ms. Fox's quite alluring. ^^

One cell in the sea.

2009-06-22T08:28:00.001+08:00

will update soon after i get back from sch l8r. Wah tiring maynz.

i'll make damn sure, damn it.

2009-06-18T10:02:00.004+08:00

so whatsup with twilight right? bloody fuck i'm so irritated by th whole cast. kay alright, th book's mighty fine, but i dont think it's essential to create sucha scene & ruckus till this date. i got so vexed when i watched th 2009 MTV Movie Awards. Almost all th awards went to th main cast of that stewpid motherfucking movie ; Twilight. & th best part, that that that Robert Patti.. ah wtv his crabbie patty name ah, was super arrogant when he won ah i forgotten what award. He said, "i dont know how many awards i'm gonna receive tonight, i hope i have enough space for them, oops i think they're overflowing out of my pocket." pukimak, what makes you think youre sucha gr8 performer dude? Come on, there's like better actors in th industry comparing to you. &, they're not as aloof as you too. So what's th biggie? Just because those whiny, stupid, no brain, dumb, senseless girls go gooogoogaagaa over you, and there you go walking around th industry as if youre one big fuck. Anyone agreeeee with me
-.-

god forbid

2009-06-17T13:29:00.004+08:00

i just bought this new LG laptop like 6 days ago @ th PC show but fuck man i misplaced th lappy charger. i ransacked th whole house but to no avail. i hope dad wont discover anyth cus fo'sho he's gonna slaughter me with his bare hands. i dont wanna tell mum too cus ive been using heaps of her moolah this month. besides, i think im cashless currently, i spent too much this month. help help help help, anyone with a spare lappy charger can you lend it to me for th time being? i'm dying to try out my new gadget fuck it.

oh yeah today's th 7teenth. *jumpsaroundjubilantly* wanna know why? Cherrymerry is back from Bali! yeeepeeee, but i bet she's worn out from that long trip so i guess i wont intrude in one way or another. you need a good lovely rest <4.

"We'll never change our ways,

We'll never call it a day."

but when a promise is broken, trust goes astray.

Fighter.

2009-06-16T15:20:00.008+08:00

went for night run
covered amaths
tossed and turned in bed
drank cofee
walked around in circles wondering why i'm not asleep ytd

ah sheesh, i cant seem to fit these events chronologically dang. i'm retarded, i slept @ 4 in th morning & dad talked to me @ 6

i'll do this quiz and get back to where i left off ytd :

Whats your deep down favourite colour? Black.

What do you do first thing when you wake up? check my phone, brush my tits

An unbreakable bond? family, no doubt

Ice-cream flavor? ice creams are for kids.

Bestest friend? entah.

A promise you recently made? to my mom ; not to get anymore piercings.

A person you love(not family)? Cherry

Favourite song for the moment? Majulah Singapura

A birthday wish? i h8 to celebrate my bday.

Something you want? everyth

What do you want to do now? laugh out blood.

Sex position? anyth is fine.

What you need now? entah

Where'd you like to go? toilet. needa pee

Life-long wish? havent thought of any yet.

Trusted friend? none.

Hate? someone in sch.

Three people intruding your mind? er no one. i dont care about anyone currently

Do you have many dreams/nightmares? wet dreams.

How do you feel now? blank

dont talk to me, Musaa unfriendly per.

Just get back up, when it knock you down.

2009-06-15T10:03:00.003+08:00

i need to stop getting so jealous easily. i need to stop being judgemental so quick. i need to stop being so envious over what you have and what i dont. i need, i need to stop. there's no postive sequel, there's no good being worried over someone who seemingly dont give a flying fuck about you.

and daddy, there you go again shoving that sharp prick in my ass. hey, i wasnt even rude to you god fuck it. kudos, youre one test/course away to that US$8,000 promotion but heck whats th worth when you dont even know what youre doing. hell yeah, it contains truckloads of physhits no doubt but if youre clueless about that particular question what makes you think i'm not in th same boat as you? cus obviously you discknowledge th truth that I took bio instead of physhits didnt you. & why? like i said ; you dont give a flying fuck about me. come on, knock it off unlike you i'm not stingy imparting knowledge whereby your pride and you ; you keep everyth to yourself to ensure that you often gain th upperhand everytime. i'm glad i didnt inherit that trait of yours cus i know being selfish wont get you far in life. so tell me boys and girls, how am i to teach when i dont know a single manure about physhits. & th best part : he asked me to use my common sense to attempt that question. oh gr8, attempt someth which ive never attempted in my life. you think your son's a superman? So thanks for th compliment Mohd R for those, USELESS SON, FUCKING ASSHOLE, TAMAK ILMU, BASTARD yesterday. oh yah, i wont land my ass into ITE, i bet youre still hung up what im capable of. till then motherfuckingasshole.

G. Luck = Good Luck = Gr8 Luck

2009-06-13T10:35:00.003+08:00

"My best friend gave me the best advice

He said each day's a gift and not a given right

Leave no stone unturned

Leave your fears behind

And try to take the path less traveled by

That first step you take is the longest stride."

did he, did he not. well it doesnt matter anyway. both of us seems to be in different worlds, but hey! why should anyone bother. *grins + shows sympathetic face* ive gotta admit i do miss having a best friend (ha.ha.ha.) cus everyth seems mundane without one. idk what else to continue but i hope you make th right decision for th every step you take. good luck for your Jc admission dude cus why not enter one when youre smart? heh yeah youre smart, just like me. ha.ha.ha. & yeah if someone's in need of help, i dont mind lending a hand.

kay bye gay. ha.ha.ha.

you denied, just admit it.

2009-06-11T13:17:00.006+08:00

whooa thanks a million modetruck for th service ytd, (Y). oh yah, i think diff people have their own diff opinion but for me i think snakebites are hot. some may despise while others adore it in awe, for e.g me. yeah, but i *grins* think that having snakebites can increase your level of attraction, well let me xplain. but dont snort when i'm done xplaining my narcissistic story okay!

er well after meeting lea & farihin, i was left alone in th train after both alighted at their respective destination. thus there's this empty seat beside me. was'nt xpecting anyone to seat beside me tho but then...............................................................................
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got one freaking hot gig-goer girl sat beside me. well obviously i cant help but to check her out can i? but it would seem apparent if i were to directly just stare at her & she might find me crazy if i were to do that. then i started looking at th reflection in front of me where i can clearly view th magnificent facade right in front of my eyes. fuyooooooooo, hot la siul. & gues what (this is what i mean by a lil bit narcissistic) she somehow squinted her eyes to CHECK me out too lol! (kay you guys can go on laughing your ass off now, fuck i feel dumb writing this post) ah okay, i need to stop cus i know i ________ someone back in Paris. thus i kept on chanting, " just think abt cherry, just think abt cherry". well i tried my best to avoid looking at her cus its obvious i was blushing alr, and when i usually blush, my nose will xpand and its fucking fugly so yeaah.
.......yishun.......sembawang......admiralty. okay yay finally i can look up. and ahahahhah, before i alighted th train, i cant resist but to take a last glance of that hot girl, DUH. okay, she's not looking, yay she wont notice if i were to check her out one last time right? "bye, bye pretty girl", i murmured to myself. THEN SUDDENLY SHE LOOOOKED UP SIAAAAAA, & SHE FUCKING SMILED AT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
lul kay, blushed again, but at least i tried to put up a decent smile back. okay, boring story sudah tamat bye babi.

first i is got this.

next i is got these two.
in the end, i'm left with?

i'm left with only a smiley and a single left labret. i'm never fated to sustain snakebites for even a day. i rmb last year when i finally got my right labret pierced, and i had an official snakbites for that day, th next minute th stud went off and yay th hole closed instantly. FUCK RIGHT?

Better than never.

2009-06-10T10:38:00.002+08:00

[edited@2:34 pm]
oh hey herman or amirun or sfwnn or whoever else. erm wasnt talking bout you guys on my previous post. so no hard feelings. bye (:

FUCK YOU NEW DISORDER.

2009-06-09T15:42:00.004+08:00

ah goddammit, Ive got too much to handle currently. everyone's at their best trying to bring me down. and yes, everyone. was sup with y'all thinking you re so 'popular' ah? So you think you're special is it. and in what sense? th wrong reasons, & wow you re so majestically proud of it. come on ah youre well brought up, your parents impart knowledge to people as preachers in th nearby mosque & there you go freely fucking girls like theres no tmr. and tell me what's WHAT to be proud of ? turning to th fact that you think you re special. Hey isn't everyone unique at a certain point? in any aspect even? so if everyone is unique, what's so special about you! for fuck sake come on ahh, you think you re someone with all those girls by your waist right? and i humour myself with what you said ah, like seriously. damn it, i didn't know you would turn out to be soo dumb in th near future but fuck, if everyone is unique in their own ways, no one is special.
i got this from Cika. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

next, you and your crew. whoa, kirekan happening ah gitu. don't you guys ever think about what's best for you and what's not? you wont expect your 'friends' to stand by you every minute right? eh grow up la, be fucking independent will you. lets take an example to account : lets say you are given a shot at stardom, and its either your friend or you. what would you do? now tell me who's not materialistic at this era. who wouldn't want to be renowned and earning cash flow just like that? everyone does. and really, such graceful and kind act : giving up opportunities, and allowing people to step on your head is extinct la pukimak. sume org zaman skrng sume fikir utk diri sendiri la, 'biar pijak kepala org asalkan aku dapat naek'. oh, & I'll be very astonished if there's anyone out there who can really prove me wrong. oh kirekan korang sume ni fraternity ahh? gi isaap buah sudah la kpala buto.

would you go around criticizing people when you are actually not that smart? in fact you underperformed recently and your grades were terrible. FUCK, if i were you i would just shut my bloody mouth up, rather than laughing at people failing when i myself did not do quite well. who's th laughing stock now? oblivious aren't you. sadly if you still ha vent received any wake up call, its you. yes fucktard,you.

wanna know someth, i was a hypocrite back then. i talked behind people's back, i back stabbed almost all my 'friends' & put up a fake smile on a daily basis. so if i fucking changed for th better ; does'nt it mean that Ive stopped talking behind your back and I'll just say it right in front of your face that i don't like you? doesn't it mean that Ive stopped backstabbing you and I'll just say that I'm not happy with you? doesn't it mean that Ive stopped faking up a smile and I'll just show th most disgusted face when you're not even th single bit funny? yah, so tell me whats wrong with all th changes. firstly you re not happy about me being a phony, and when Ive changed you re still not contented? SO TELL ME WHAT DO YOU FUCKING WANT FROM ME ASSHOLES? eh well too bad ah, if you want me dead you'll just have to wait. you re not god aren't you, you re a typical human being just like me. typical right, what makes you think i don't want you dead too huh? & no I'm not talking about that 'I'm a minahrep and I'm so proud of it, and in fact I'm an old timer' Muslihah but I'm talking about everyone in this Gaia. yes everyone.

lastly, with all these fantastic events occurring in my fantastic life right now, whoa family's been really fantastic too yknw. with all of these throwing things everywhere, throwing tantrums right now and then, throwing people's feeling often it feels as if I'm in a fun game sia! like when you get hit, you re dead. so you have to keep on trying not to get hit to win right? but too bad th rules are set against you thus you are bound to lose everytime you attempt. seems fun? why not you try and see it for yourself, oh and beware : even th closet door might be thrown at you. told ya its dangerous but a little risk wouldn't hurt wont it?

im lazy to check any grammar errors. bye

2009-06-09T09:32:00.002+08:00

im not gonna go home until everyth is settled. its not funny talking about divorce in front of me. serious, if you want to, talk it somewhere else please. & i really need someone to talk to, im sick of bottling things up. someone make me laugh please?

I wondered if you knew it was cold out there, yet you left me all alone.

2009-06-08T12:10:00.005+08:00

yellow, yay lets update. not much cus hols' a bore and th only two things ive been doing : amaths & talking to myself. sometimes i do wonder whether I'm mad or what so but its really comical yknw hearing yourself blabber nonsensically, esp when you start to make funny sounds ( i did moaning vocals ytd night before i went to sleep).

I'm scheduled to start on chap 5 on amaths today but seriously I'm so fucking tired to even do a single question. I want to sleep & sleep & sleep. kinda stupid i havent been meeting friends of mine even though its th hols alr but honestly sometimes i feel lazy. like when y'all text me and all that, giving me offline msgs I'll be like, " HARRRR, malas siaaa nk kluar. tido gemokkan badan lagi syiok!". then that's when I'll start giving lame excuses like my auntie died or someth or my cat got swine flu (lame right?, i got no pussy in th house.) or I'll say that i got sore eyes since its contagious thus prevention is better than cure. So if you received any msg with those reasons above, its obvious I'm downright lazy to go out.

But Hey! i miss Ange Amili & that ex minah of mine. its been a while since we last went out, and ange rmb we use to disturb Lea about her boobs? rofl & lmao. Hahah, Lea don't kill me okay after reading this. You still owe me a pack of ciggys, k scratch that i got a lot alr, -.-

I wanna try out someth new this hols too. since I'm gonna straighten my hair later, why not i do someth diff too? Ive no ideas in mind right now, but then you'll see it when you see me outside or in sch. Second time I'm straightening it, hell yeah it's super spoilt. oh & th first time i rmb i did it on a Friday &.................................k skip.

My mom asked me a very dumb question ytd.
Mom : who are you gg out jogging with?
Me : erm alone, why?
Mom : kay good, dont anyhow anyhow okay jog with girls.
Me: -.- ah uh mak, awie nk lari ngan pompuan abeh lepas tu kitorang main skali kat tepi tangga, amaciam?
Mom : ah bagos ah tu.

alright, im gonna bathe now cus my underarms smells like fermented prawn heads alr.
yknw what, theres two other human beings i miss too. C & ___.

Shakakakabooboo.

2009-06-06T11:45:00.003+08:00

i knw I'm an ordinary boy living in a less ordinary world. i don't expect much from anyone cus all of them are the same, ordinary that is. i do not prioritise my friends as much as i do like last time cus i knw my family's all i need. I'm independent, although that's not what my horoscope says, but i knw how to handle things by myself. Without family or without friends i know how to assess them by myself. Lol no, i have not passed th last stage of maturity cus sometimes i whine and complain at th smallest things. Its just a phase i think. However right now, Ive been thinking. Why do i feel that she's not ordinary. People outside should be all the same shouldn't they? But intuition's been bugging me, informing me she's miraculously teeeny weeeny extra ordinary. Ahh godammit, doesn't that makes her extraordinary? Redundant. (-.-)

Right, fuck life. Thanks to th hustle, i havent been able to contact her since like idk when? Alright, i'll call her after i finish my amaths wkst/settle my dad's errand(realise i do this e.r.r.a.n.d like every month?) and whatever that seems important. i really miss you this time. i really do :/

and lastly, fuck Hayley Williams fuck Cassadee Pope but (Y), Angela Gossow.

Webber.

2009-06-05T14:10:00.011+08:00

am clueless what to blog. well, maybe i'll continue later when i have th inspiration to do so. Damn it, logarithms can be quite easy and hard at th same time!

[edited@3:41 p.m]
oh alright i got my inspiration alr. guess who inspired me?
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IT'S MY MOTHER/MUUMY/MAK/IBU/THE ONE THAT GAVE BIRTH TO ME!
drama mama, hell yeah you should be jealous you dont have th best mother in th world unlike me but , Oh well i'll xplain.
Once upon a time, there was.. ah fuck la i'll just story tell th conversation i had w her just now :

well actually i found out that th mamak shop nearby will be closed for 1 week. So what right? But that is th only place where i can get _____ when i'm only/still sxteen! i ran out of hypothesis; how am i gonna get them when its closed for th time being.

I cant get Sister to buy for me cus idk where th hell she went alr.
I h8 contra bands.
Friends either too far away from wdl/malas nk contact.

So Musaa's left with one last option, beg mom to buy for me.
Me : Mak, yknw kan th mamak shop downstairs will be closed for one week siak.
Mom : YA la thats why, i wanna buy salt la , sugar la also cannot. yknw ahh....(carries on with her rantings)
Me : Erm, so can you help me buy _______ pls?
Mom : -BULGED HER EYES OUT. THEN SHE PUT BACKS IN
Mom: What did you just said? Didnt heard it well son.
Me : Can you help me buy ______pls? i finished it just now, and th shop's closed thus there's nowhere else i can buy it .
Mom : AIYOOOOOOOO. you're so troublesome! You spent like $*** this week alr, cant you just buy th powder one!
Me : you mean, roll-your-own? DONT WANT THAT ONE LAZY LAAAAA.
Mom : Cant you just take it from your daddy's closet?
Me : Ew, no. He's one is GG. i h8 kretek.
Mom : go get changed. help me deposit some cash in first.

bathed, got changed.

As we reached 7-11, it was as if i went back to my childhood days where i stared at those ____as if they were irresistible candies ( oh i stared at both condoms and candies, cus both of them looks th same back then) . " Buy reds, you buy green i throw it away.", mom said. Wtf, reds? i just commented on my own quiz in fb that i dont take reds! "Your choice. Take it or leave it. But dont leave w/o depositing my money ah. Idk how ah.", mom lamely said. Dang i had no other alternatives but to just stare at those ____ . "Nxxt Reds suck, thats what people say, Vxcxrxy Reds taste like dog poo & Mxrlbxrx Reds' so my dad.", i thought.

conclusion made : " mom, tell her you want pxll mxll reds.", a whisper made by me." xcuse me, can i have moll moll reds pls", mom beseeched. " oh you meant pxll mxll reds ma'am?", th indian guy replied. She blushed (step blushed only!). " is it for you or for your son ma'am?", th coloured guy questioned. Her pink shade of blushes faded. "obviously, it's for me right! What makes you think my son would be smoking at sucha young age?! HAR? HAR?", somehow mom managed to fake a scolding. Rolling his pupils, he apologised. "thanks.", mom went off with a great big smile.

told ya, she inspired me! she would go to such xtend just to satisfy my unessential needs, sometimes. & thats th reason why i love her. nk sleep bye, toodles moodles.

i <4 u.

2009-06-04T11:51:00.006+08:00

gladly i'm pleased to announce to myself that tmr marks th last day for me to attend English SRP. well i did benefited some essential bunch ; a step taken in order to score decently for my first language, but i'm sick typing/speaking in this manner which i find it kind of fake. th teacher informed me that by doing so, it would be a norm for me to converse with much fluency. & th reason that covers? he wants to see me as a news reporter when i grow up. i'm not allowed to show any response because according to dear teacher, he sees me with th necessary potential becoming one. well of course i did nearly, er lets see, puke , oh no such word would be heard as crude to him, ah! yes i found it. i wanted to throw up th instance i heard such brainless belief but no, i do respect that frail teacher of mine. & thanks to you, ive changed my attitude towards your lessons moreover i am much looking forward to be in your class sooner when dear school reopens. (Y) Mr. Kumar rock on.

(p.s: please try your best to capture my attention in class sometimes. i can doze off anytime whenver you speak occasionally, grins.)

oh yeah since sch vacation commenced like a few days back ive planned out everything to ensure i wont dilly-dally doing nothing, gaining nothing. ive no plans getting anyth but completing these might be meaningful.

finish up sec 3 & 4 additional mathematics syllabus

finish up comb sci. (Bio) syllabus

straighten my current curly wurly hair
get my snakebites on th 10th june

try my best to aid Amirun to get at least a B3 for elementary mathematics

for now i'll sleep, [edited@2:17pm] and wait for th clock to strike 5:30 pm and watch Th Simpsons. & then i'll just stare at blank space and wait for th clock to strike 7:30p.m next. Cos by then, Wolverine & Th X-men will be aired on okto! kewlzx mahxz?

Shawty i see you; youve got so much energy

2009-06-03T11:55:00.004+08:00

aiyah, i want to sleep forever can? so tomorrow there's no necessity for me to wake up and dread english remedials. Yawnz, energy consuming much i tell you. Grins, Mr. Kumar praised me seow! (no, not because he's envious of my eyes, hahah) He told me __________________. Alaa, lazy ah want to elaborate. I am unlike some people who go round bragging and all. Kay i wanna sleep now, and do amaths later. bAI.

If you seek Amy

2009-06-02T15:19:00.006+08:00

Lul, wasnt expecting to meet anyone in th train ytd, but tadaa! i bumped into Sammy and Eriana. Th stewpidest part was that i didnt acknowledge th fact that it was Eri until i asked Sammy, "oh that one Eri ah?". Yeah, how dumb of me. Hey! But I did actually nudged myself at first cus ive been thinking why that tall girl reminds me of Eri. In th end, it was Eri. Hahah.

Sammy's real friendly i tell you. I like friendly chinese girls. Cus theyre quite nice to look at (some chinese girls look like sluts ah, er what are they called again? oh yah ah lian=alien ) and at least i can talk to them in English lor! I really dont like conversing in malay cus i really suck at it and i do make myself sound like an idiot trying my prime to go/be fluent.

Speaking of them, i swear i really do miss Marxie & Heikal. Its not that i dont wanna meet y'all but you guys knw that i had to prepare myself well for that paper since i suck at bahasa melayu right? Who says im ignoring y'all, i'm just too caught up with school :/ Thus, sorry for my absence during The Bois album launch. ^^(L)^^

Whooooooooooooowhooooooo hols here, but fuck i still got sch. goddammit, why? cus i'm toooo dumb for secondary sch's education exposure thus i need to attend remedials. No la, i actually v smart one but fake fake dumb la. Ahah but still : why th sch so cb one must make SRP! (SRP = Serious Rotting Programme)

I dont mind attending remediation for these: Amaths(ah this one no need complain la, everyone also need go.), English(cus i need to stop thinking that Argumentative Essay is easy -.0) & Bio but.................................

SOCIAL STUDIES?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? i fucking passed this subject even w/o studying th essay section okay? Cus yknw why : i didnt study for what came out. Alas! i still got 28/50. SO WHY TH FUCK DO I STILL NEED TO ATTEND SRP FOR THOSE WHO FAILED THEIR ESSAY SECTION. its just due to the fact that i didnt covered those topics and im down for remedials. buto, doesnt it mean that if i DID study for th topics which i failed, Musaa will at least get an a2 for ss?

oh and yeah sorry for th huge amount of Singaporean Language used above since thats how i usually speak. Cus why? Imma Singaporean. ahah, bodoh.

Pakito

2009-06-01T15:30:00.004+08:00

one word t decribe th paper today; nothing. alrite, i wont bore you w my rants on how hard th paper was cus ive limited time left to use this gadget since ive to withdraw money, and bathe , and get ready, and meet Amirun at Boat Quay, and say happy birthday Saw Tze Hui. But first i really need t shit. Adios

thanks syaffy sumokun for wishing me luck in th wee hours and yeah elfac too.

Confined space

2009-05-31T11:19:00.010+08:00

[edited@3:21pm]

speechless, you are what people said you are.

i suppose you re stuck with th options you re left with aren't you? come on, think properly before you initiate your move. What if you end up being in th wrong even though, it wasn't your choice? What if you have to bear th ugly consequences after you made that move?

Most importantly, what if you disappoint your parents? Come on, look at you. You re old enough to make decisions for yourself cus i suppose yknw how to judge situations based on what is wrong and what is right & what is bad and what is good don't you? I'm not trying to be any old hag nagging blahblahbluehblahbluek to you, but I'm trying my best to be a good friend. An occupation whereby most people think i corrupt at. So if you think I'm wrong to say all these, you go ahead with your decision, dude. Like i said, you re old enough to do what's good for you and what's not. Yes, i know I've no rights to say all these since _______________ but i really do think underage sex is not cool. Word

ew, my teeth's stuck with Muesli granules. Yuck, half a day left to MT o lvl examination.

Violent? No, im purely determined

2009-05-30T10:29:00.004+08:00

i swear im so lazy plus tired to update anyth. ive got malay revision; a better thing to do, rather than kick frisbees. lul.

Lacrymosa

2009-05-28T13:43:00.006+08:00

i got back my results slip for th Mid Year Examination. lul, you should take a look at what th teacher commented abt me,

Comments for 2009/First Semester : Musawifee is outspoken and friendly. He should show more care in his attire and comes to school on time. He has learn to manage his time well to achieve his goals. He listens well to advice and manages conflict appropriately.

Well, she also told me to stop pinching someone's nipple. She's afraid i would grow up to be a rapist on th loose, running amok pinching girls nipple. Eh, but i dont pinch my female schmate's nipple ah. That would be a v. cool act to do tho, but neh i wont since i know how t keep my hands t myself cus imma goodie boy. So pls do not avoid me when you see me tmr for th frisbee competition tmr, alrite? On second thoughts, my team can win if they do so right? alright, here i come girls, beware!
p.s : im still not a rapist for omfgoodness sake.

How's my overall academic performance? My form teacher said i did okay, knowing th fact that i'm a pain in th ass in school and having t cope with my own family crunch back at home everyday. cooool or what, but lets strive for excellence during th preliminary examinations Musaa! ^^v ^^v ^^v ^^v ^^v

oh yah, i was browsing thru my portfolio when i saw what mess i got myself into everyday last year. i flunk my sciences daily, i only got a stoopid b3 for emaths everytime & Geog was a disaster. Lastly, look at what th teacher wrote about me laa!

Comments for 2008/First Semester : Musa should learn from his past mistakes and strive to improve his relationship with his classmates. He should understand that holding grudges and animosity would not do him any good. On the academic front, he is encouraged to maintain consistency and produce improvements in his academic results.

Look at how disorderly i was last year, can become Mafia alr! lul, well ive learnt gradually that i have to make decisions based on what is right and what is wrong, what is good and what is bad for me. I swear im a good boy now, minus th fact that i cant stop touching alcohol. haha, bye bye.

Fingers crossed.

2009-05-26T17:20:00.003+08:00

alright, im just hoping for th best and i hope i wont hurt myself this time round. its been a while since i last fell for someone but no i dont think im desperate either. This thing called ____ has never been my cliche but i really do feel its real this time. ive never ever forced anyone t __ me back but really, i think it's really dire to get rebuffed everytime i attempt to make any move. From hindrance such as friends, money, time & th ability to cope other things in life it's Prolly one of th reasons why ive been occupying myself with studies to ensure oneself i wont be delving for anyth, er umm, piercing. Oh girl, i really hope things will flow like a river and i pray dear god, may no drought happen and dry up th precious H20 we humans treasure. Just like l-o-v-e/

i still find your dimples lovely. just like you, c.

come & see.

2009-05-25T18:19:00.003+08:00

hey cherry, i'm sorry i didnt reply t your msg ytd night. my ppd's still low yknw, but hey im glad you did topped up (kembang ah, check-check you topped up just for me eh? k lame). i'll msg you sooner tho, and its weird i didnt even bothered t give you a call or someth ey. Malu ahhhh.

and hey syaffy, chin up yo. everyth's gonna be fine between you and boyfie. lol, i called you last night and you sounded so jovial. cheers and beers, time t hit those malay proverbs im unsure of and complete at least 2-3 practice papers. Wish me luck <3

Absolute Beginner's Guide To Knowing Mxrs.

2009-05-24T11:09:00.003+08:00

ten
essential
facts
about
me
recently :

1. Its th first time i woke up this morning w/o an erection.
2. Saya rasa pengunaan bahasa ibonda saya lebih baik daripada bahasa inggeris sekarang.
3. I does bad for me eng lang, none idea what.
4. I sleep in th afternoon, fully awake during th twilight zone . Nocturnal much
5. I can roll flawlessly my own "roll-your-own" tobacco (since last month already lor, Nizar cant)
6. I like this girl but i fear rejection. (i'm so glad you went online ytd ^^)
7. I love/treasure/appreciate/cherish my mom a lot, no really a lot. REALLY LAH
8. I still like this girl but..
9. I have an erection now
10. Guess what i'm gonna do next

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eat my breakfast, kiss my mom & watch th Simpsons Godammit. Dirty minded humans, tsk tsk.

A message to you.

2009-05-23T11:21:00.007+08:00

well if youre planning t add me in msn, please ensure you know me okay? Unlike this bitch here, she goes around adding anonymous beings. Well even if you wanna make acquaintanceship, quit being imperious.

Marsboy oi! says:
hey, youre?

נєηηα яαттαη says:
who is this?
Marsboy oi! says:
you added me -.-
Marsboy oi! says:
Musaa.
Marsboy oi! says:
youre?
נєηηα яαттαη says:
no
Marsboy oi! says:
what no?
נєηηα яαттαη says:
i didnt add u
Marsboy oi! says:
neither did i. i dont know you , so fuck off

idiot.

oh yah, O lvl MT written examination is commencing on June the 1st. How th hell am i gonna secure a decent grade when i flunk my paper 2? Help me dear God, & can someone pls beseech me t stop changing my blogskin (:

[edited@12.05 p.m]

pukimak btol. just when i got news mummy's not working today she got plans t go out later.

Oh bulan.

2009-05-22T13:32:00.009+08:00

Saya tidak tahu mengapa ibu saya harus bekerja walaupun pendapatan gaji ayah saya berpatutan dan memuaskan serta ia dapat menyokong keluarga kami dengan jelas. Saya begitu hampa kerana tiada seorang insan pun di rumah ini menyoal berapa markah saya telah peroleh, sama ada saya telah gagal atau berjaya dan mereka tidak hairan pun tentang pertingkatan yang saya telah raikan di ujian pertengahan tahun. Kadang kala saya tercengang betapa sunyinya rumah saya tanpa seseorang pun apabila saya pulang daripada sekolah. Sepertinya, saya tinggal bersendirian begitu ya? Aduhai, mengapalah keluarga saya begini? Kalian hendak tahu sesuatu? Saya amat cemburu terhadap keluarga-keluarga lain yang selalu beriang sesama, berjenaka sekeluarga dan datang bersama untuk bermakan malam. Sedih ya?

[edited@3:59 p.m]

Mxrs is fucking cute! Too bad im the best liar says:
"i ♥ Mxrs", fucking hell not! says:

ahah, lol you cracked me up today, thank you. And take note, its always great fun t have an elderly surrounding you. Right J ?

Where did the Bootboys go ?

2009-05-21T16:55:00.004+08:00

Hello. I was expecting better grades but nvm, i still have prelims t go thru. Lets see how i'll fair.
p.s : Just get back back up when they knock you down, S.

Caroline, Caroline

2009-05-19T10:42:00.002+08:00

amacam farzyn? *hiaaaak, step shocked and surprised okay? alaaa, step je kau tak tau aku buat ni uh* well firstly, its been great knowing you even though you were fvcking arrogant th first time we met (ah ni la budak-budak Aquarius). Believe me can, you do made yourself important t me. Cnfm kau still tk percaye siul. Lol, i knw i've been lying a lot (cant help it, Virgo ah) but aku tetap syg kau jugaaaaaak laaa! Yeah, i knw you somehw 'lost' your bestfr but hey, youve got great friends surrounding you too. Chill la sia, its just a phase and sooner but hope not later, she WILL realise. Lastly, kick that bulu out of your capacity! He's way tooo hairy for you goddammit. Kau tau per konek aku lagi best, but toooo bad ah aku faithfully attached. Heeheeh. Ohyah, stop being so vulgar! tk lady-like ah. Kay cukup mengembangkan anda cpat gi siaaaap. Aku nk Ben Sherman aku ^^

Bart Simpson

2009-05-18T13:37:00.001+08:00

ive never like t be home alone w/o anyone t talk t. i'll tend to do stupid stuffs & feel _______.

2009-05-18T06:47:00.001+08:00

alaaa you did well ytd against west brom. agree with me elly & marxie & Mohd Raffid. (Y)

stfu la, bising siaaaaaaak kau.

Whaaaaat Th Fuuuuuuuuuuucck.

2009-05-17T10:46:00.006+08:00

ive got one more paper t dread tmr. nah, nvm, nah-uh 1 hr paper only! ah well at least i can score full marks for th bio section since i completed th whole ten year series, mcq section & i almost went flawless but thanks to th Eye i got a bunch of careless mistakes. fuck, two fingers crossed for at least a b3 for comb sci.

do you like to be labelled? i certainly do not. and best part you dont even knw that person at all! whoa, boy watch what you spill from your mouth. alright, i'll explain (sigh) :

. i was waiting for my playlist t load so i listen t my itunes instead
. my sister and her boyfie (ugh, two homeless mahfuckers) came back t grab some stuffs
. wonderfully they brought his friend along (for god's sake just because mommy's not home)
. my dad bought ~~new~~ speakers like donkey years ago (so cancel th word new)
. i blasted my music, as per usual
. they were apprehended, i guess since they bothered t come up t me asking what song's playing
. being nice, gave them th full info
. FUCK THEY THOUGHT I WAS HXC AND DEATHCORE.

okay. no point, i dont think you guys understand my frustration. GRRRRRR, but fuck : HXC for ohmyfuckinggooooooodness sake. i feeeel so insulted kay bye bye

p.s : you dont see me going all str8edge w crosses on my hands right? totally neh.

things i cant change.

2009-05-17T09:42:00.001+08:00

why am i up so early again?

Hello Rynn Reochque

2009-05-16T12:07:00.001+08:00

[-♥Rynn Reochque♥-] clandestine says:
MY STOMACH ACHING

mxrsmxrsmxrs. says:
yeah. AGAIN!?

[-♥Rynn Reochque♥-] clandestine says:
again what?

mxrsmxrsmxrs. says:
stomach pain?

[-♥Rynn Reochque♥-] clandestine says:
yerrr.

[-♥Rynn Reochque♥-] clandestine says:
yeahhH!

[-♥Rynn Reochque♥-] clandestine says:
i hate my stumach

mxrsmxrsmxrs. says:
come i rub for you.

[-♥Rynn Reochque♥-] clandestine says:
iAWWWW

[-♥Rynn Reochque♥-] clandestine says:
haahahhaha

mxrsmxrsmxrs. says:
hehehehehehehe

[-♥Rynn Reochque♥-] clandestine says:
MAKE SURE JUST THE STOMACH

[-♥Rynn Reochque♥-] clandestine says:
ahahahahahhahahahahha omfg ok.

mxrsmxrsmxrs. says:
ALRIGHT. promise wont go any further

[-♥Rynn Reochque♥-] clandestine says:
ok i trust you

mxrsmxrsmxrs. says:
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Serpent's Bite

2009-05-15T16:23:00.007+08:00

asses th given situation below :

. someone despises you superkalafragelisticexpialadociously.
. despite knowing th fact that she made an extensive imprint t you.
. on th surface, people see both of you subtle.
. someone both of you used t be close w, questions her how youre doing.
. you get back enlightenment she says youre fine.

i think its ironic when you disacknowledge someone and you give random discernments saying i'm fine, etc. Come on, youre being a phony arent you. If i were you, i would go, "Who th fuck cares about her. Na-uh, prolly she died somewhr."
On th lighter note, im relieved you actually gave th impression t th public im alright.

My mom's super odd these days :
. she woke me up this afternoon when im suppose t be resting since i have null paper/s today, screaming, asking me t close th window cus theres a humongous bee buzzing around. (Whoa?)
. she's laughing t herself listening t th radio when its not even th slightest-teeny-weeny humorous.
you okay mother?

dang im superkawaix(lol!) bored.

2009-05-14T21:34:00.000+08:00

ahfuckscrewwhati-justwrote

You take sides, but you dont take me w your pride.

2009-05-14T15:55:00.009+08:00

i hafta admit :

- im contented w life right nw.

my first point might be hard t comprehend

- im clueless whether my hard work mugging for MYE will pay off.

although, ive been keeping myself awake everyday till 2am

- i miss alcohol.

a lot.

- i dont rely on 'friends'.

very sure.

- my classmates' adequate t get me going in sch.

theyre so lame, they make me laugh.

- i miss Azalea/Ahmad Farihin.

fo'sho.

- im unsure whr my o lvl cert will bring me.

its hard t make a decision which institute i wanna go.

- my family's broken down into tiny fragments.

no one talks t each other, no one laughs tgt, no one eats tgt & my parents dont sleep on th same bed anymore.

so tell me boys and girls, does these show im happy or am i th opposite? uncertain definitely

YouTube - Musaa. Mxrs

2009-05-11T09:49:00.002+08:00

[current@8:45pm]
To Dad, it seems awkward calling you, asking your whrabouts, what time will you be coming home later & whether you had your dinner. Queer much

when mid-year examination's gonna end, i pledge oneself t go out w these two ______. that is, if i get my less than 13 points
alright, ive got an errand t complete. thanks Dad, youre an ~~asshole~~. oh was it Mother's Day ytd? doesnt make any distinction, it feels like one everyday. <3 you mummy

here we rock.

2009-05-10T13:32:00.001+08:00

i hope this turns out t be anonymous and be my own personal blog. I dont wanna waste my time privatising it, there's still masqueraders out thr shoving their narcissistic two face everywhr i go. Kinky, why i still put a taggy even though no one's informed bout my new site. Well, like i said there's always buttinskies around. Till then
altered mind's state. wont be moving anywhr. sorry for any hectic inconvenience caused.